Wednesday, August 18, 2010

the start

Finally, I've created my own blog! I've been planning to make one for the past 2 years, but there has been no successful attempt. It's a hassle. I still have to make a new account because I keep on forgetting my password or my user name. But at last here it is! Thanks to a friend of mine who has been encouraging me to put all my random thoughts into words. So how did I come up with this blog... so here's a short story... A month ago I was really depressed and stressed or whatever you call it. I was sharing it to my friends via FB then while I was sharing my stories another friend of mine commented and said that she sees a potential in me. At first I was quite confused on what she meant  by saying that she sees a potential in me, but as we talk,  I finally understood what she really mean. Since I'm not the type of person who is good at expressing herself in writing ,I was hesitant to make one.(though I'm really a frustrated writer) First, I really don't know if I can write the right words. Second, I'm not confident in expressing and sharing my thoughts online( of course except for my friends)cause you see when you blog everyone can read it and you don't have the control over those people. All that I wanted is a place where I can express myself and not to worry about other people's comments or suggestions. I just want to write and write and write random things. hahaha... So after some realizations I finally decided to make my own blog. I said to myself that I need to have a good timing. So it took me a month to make this, it took me a long time because there a lot of things to consider.  I was torn between wordpress and blogspot.com. These 2 are the only ones that I can entrust my words, but since my heart is closer to blogspot.com I chose it. It is really hell difficult for me to choose the name of my blog and the domain that I will be using. I'm really a fickle minded person, at first I want this after a second I'll change it. So it really took me a long time before I can finally decide, but to make it worst after I decided it is no longer available so I have to start all over again. ahhhh so tiring... embarrassing as it may seem I even googled  "how to name a blog"  hahahaha... Then after, I chose my blog name and the domain, thank goodness I was able to make up my mind. hahaha... and after signing in and designing my blog, I immediately wrote my  first post. So that's how it started.

I still plan to write but apparently if i don't stop now, I'm gonna be late for class so until here! =)